The Day in My Own House alone..

Today... was holiday for some muslim holiday.... wonder what is the special day that we don`t need to go to school...Then i woke up at about.. 11.00 a.m lol was sleepy though. Then i go eat my breakfast after i bath.... then play Cabal Online... while afking and reading mangas... was very bored... haizz... Don`t Know want to do what.. then i ma go to chat with my neighbour loh. just beside my house . Hehe... he is a funny person. and he just came back from NS. Just chat with him about my love life. that i am always a failure in love.... that i didn't even once success in a confesion XD... very funny hor? maybe i am not famous or... i am not interested with anybody... or maybe i am bored person. Don't Know why i am always thinking of how do people think of me... but mostly people will advice me of.... don't the heck cares what of people think of you.. just be your self.. But i actually cant don't care when a girl think of me. That`s why i am so consider about my attitude and my personality. But is really sad for the one who said bad things about me... don't know la.. by the way late jor... gonna sleep... bye...

A Boring Day....

Haizz.. bored.. tomorrow is school day liao... sometimes.. i feel like is exciting , when the school life come backs... but i feel lazy sometimes before the holiday .. the Homeworks @.@ too many sometimes... when go to school... also like a same old boring day loh... facing the same person.. doing the same thing... cause all the time , when school life .. all is schedule that`s why is bored =.=" . The time in school makes my life time pass a lot faster than usual... the most thing i hate is... i have to face the person i don't like... they are my EX- friends , can be say also my EX-Classmates.. They still don't want to wake up from their childish world kind of dreams... at least.. study a little bit hard than usual... improve a bit . But they wont listen or wont wake up from the dream... still dreaming all the time... Don't feel like talking about them ... about life... is bored for me... i actually don`t like the way of my life... passed so fast... in secondary school life... 5 years ... so fast... now already SPM..
Wonder i can get good result for my this year`s Exam... Lazyness dragged my result`s down... sadness dragged my happiness down , everyday i can`t actually smile except those who are friendly with me... if not i wont actually smile... Don`t have the happy feelings... cause all of my closest friends are my seniors ... mean those who already graduated... now they graduated already... so in school i seems like lonely also loh... cause don`t have much friends ma... so when alone sitting in class... very sien 1 >.<>

The Feelings ... of a Lonely Boy

Haizz.. why do a lonely guy... always have to do everything by his own.. and i didn't mean friends or family .. but i mean couple. Honestly since i was born until now (16 Years old) i didn't been together with somebody before.. and is very sad for being alone every time , loneliness is the most fearful things i ever feared... T.T i am bored of being a single. But i most beh song... the girls that look on appearance more than my heart...but sometimes we boys also look on appearance ... ^^ so i cant deny them look on my appearance . wonder how am i gonna get a Girlfriend... but if i got a girlfriend... me also don't know what to do... cause didn't actually got a girlfriend before ma... haizz..
Don't Know hor... this blog is meaningless ma... by the way i am just telling how i feel T.T .. very sad de loh...