Trips that resembles Our Future Life

If not mistaken our first Penang trip was on the day after 14/3/2013, it is also the day where I first time propose to a girl officially and our future anniversary date. I took you to the airport and then we stayed over night at the Berjaya Georgetown Hotel. That trip is our beginning, our starting and our everything, why? Because is something that we're going to repeat over and over again until we lost our breathe. I will bring you to a place for dinner on the every 14th of March to celebrate our Anniversary day, if is not possible for the dinner at least I will call you and accompany you all night. But I hope I can sacrifice everything just to have a dinner with you, like the few hours we spent just for a dinner and to meet you on the 17th of Feb. The period of time together is not important, but to be able just to see your smile.. I'm willing to do anything. This trip is the first trip I think I will repeat it every time but maybe in a different place and a different environment. That's what I will do for our future... The future that repeats every single time and I don't want it to stop..if we're able to live for 200 years, I will repeat it for 200 times ^^... If we ended our duty as a player(Human) for this stage(World).. I will try to find you on the other world and I will never give up.. though it doesn't really make sense but that's what I want to do. It is my will... my purpose and my motive of my live.

The Tears

Today is the day where we finally can't see each other for so many months after we're together. We've spent our days together and mostly every day we eat, laugh, sleep, chat and do mostly every thing together until today, the day we both fear. The temporary parting day.. after this we will rarely see each other but still will keep it frequent as possible to meet so that we can maintain our relationship but I personally believe that even though we didn't see each other so frequent but we can also maintain it very well, cause I believe in you. People always say if you believe in someone too much and put too much hope on a person, one day when he/she betray you.. you will break apart because of the pain. But I don't care about those things... I know you won't betray me and I believe in you.. no matter what happens.. I will always give you my fullest and will love you always.. Though sometimes I will feel a little bit of jealousy.. and I think it's normal as long as you still remember that I'm always waiting for you. On the very same day where I finally see you leave my side. I drove back alone and for all this time.. this is the longest journey that I took without you by my side after the day we're together.. out of a sudden I feel the flash back where I can see the days that we've spent together, all the things we've done and all the obstacles we've been through together. This kind of feeling is like those last semester students when they leave the campus.. they will have this kind of feelings. Even though that I'm not a last semester student but you leaving the campus makes me feel that I've nothing to do any more in campus except graduating as soon as possible and meet you again at the outside world. After that, when I reach home... I called you.. if you still remember I told you that I had a flash back.. about every single thing we've been through.. at that very moment, my tears fall while thinking about it.. a sudden cold feeling blew through my heart and my tears started to flow through my skin pulling down by the gravity. I gave my first tears to my love one and only one. "A Tears fall for a love one is worth more than the Ocean" So I hope you appreciate it ^^.

J&W

J&W(Jrboey & Winnie)... come to think that we've already been together for around 5 months. Time passes so fast that we didn't even know it and we did enjoy and spend great time with each other. I've come up with this name for us is because of our photo album, every time I look at it, it makes me smile and it won't make me bored even though I view it every single time. When I'm waiting for you to come out at YAB, sometimes I view them and just like today.. when I'm on the plane on my way back to Malaysia from Taiwan. I look through all our photos together and I can actually see back when, where and what we've done together. They are all happy moments, I want to take more photos with you in different places and different moments so that when we're old next time.. we can see back what we've done when we're young. Maybe show it to our children and grand son? ^^ J&W is some sort of logo or trademark whatever you call it. Actually I want to put this, J&W on the stage at our Wedding Night Dinner.. as a backdrop and on our Wedding Invitation Card . I always attend Wedding Night Dinner seeing sometimes they put on the stage as their backdrop like James & Stephy, Romeo & Juliet. I want ours as J&W on our Wedding Night ^^. Next time if I open a company or anything maybe a Coffee Shop? I think I'll name it as J&W. This is actually just a short introduction on how I come out with the name and how I'm going to use it in our future.

My First Proposal

3/14/13 Today is the day that I've been waiting for so many years, an important day for us. A Proposal Date, I've been spending time to think of giving you something as a present, something that you can keep it forever. I went to search how to make an origami for you through youtube, I've already planned this quite some time, but I didn't really have the time to really do it until the last moment. I still remember that I make the origami until midnight and is quite difficult to do, but is worth it to learn because is for you. Finally the day has come, in my heart I know that you've already accepted me and this is an official date for us being together. But still making a proposal face to face in front of a girl is still my first time, I don't really know how is the feeling and to be honest, I'm a little nervous that night. Scaring that you wouldn't agree, even though you've already accepted me.. or maybe you don't like the present I am planning to give you. To me, the words "Would you be my girlfriend?" is actually very hard to say it out. I mean it needs courage to say this word out from my mouth and only you can make me say it out.. if for other girls or woman.. I won't say it so easily with them.. if I've said it before, it was also through sms or facebook.. but never face to face.. you're my first and my last..

Finally the day has come, it feels like asking would you marry me. The feeling of asking whether you would let me take care of you forever and ever, people says that being together as a boyfriend and girlfriend ain't planning for long relationship because they still haven't make sure that both are suitable for each other. But the first moment I've fall for you, I've already know that you're the one. That's why, my proposal are meant to be forever and ever.

When we reach the place, I was surprised that the signs of the Lover's Bridge saying Happy CNY Valentines. Because I didn't expect it would be so special which makes me feel like we're fated to be together, it makes me think that even the god want us to be together and set this sign for us or I should say the manager of Autocity prepared that for us. It feels very special and I wish that every year at the same date we can have the same feeling while celebrating our anniversary day.

A Full Date

Today, we went to Penang for our First Full Date. Is a day that we go out which I think everything goes according to how I planned. First in the morning, I wanted to give her a surprise which is by having our brunch on an island by a boat. The first time I went to that island just to have a breakfast.. I feel that is a very nice place where in the future I can bring my love one here.. and so that she can also enjoy it. I don't know whether she likes the food on that island or not but I think is special enough.. so I decided to bring her there, after we're together. I've planned on bringing her to places where I always dreamed of bringing her to. "Pulau Aman" is one of the places. I'm glad that she thinks is special. Even though I feel a little bit disappointed because we have to wait for the boat, because that day was a week day..so the boat comes on schedule.. but in the end, we took photos on the port and I think is nice as well.. there's where we took our first photo on that day. I like to take photos, because it can record our memories. But I personally don't like to take photos... so if she likes to take it, then I'm fine =) I don't like to take photos is because if a guy ask to take a photos..I think is kinda weird.. but sometimes it should be fine.. hehe...After that, we went to Prangin Mall and 1st Avenue.. to watch our first movie together.. Even though is the second time I sit a couple seat, but to me.. with her..is like the first time. It feels far warmer and sweeter compare to the first time with my ex. When we first entered the cinema, I feel very cold.. but after I hold her hands and when we sit closed to each other, I feel very comfortable...I wish that we can sit there forever. The movie is nice, and very funny.. we both laughed out loud.. and the important part is that the movie story really show some resemblance in our past. I like that movie very much not because of what, but is our first movie together.. Then after a movie, we went to eat our dinner. I've said this before, I'm a person who will never get bored with things that I normally eat.. I think this is the 2nd time we eat japanese food, I've always afraid that she will think of eating japanese food all the time is bored.. but she tells me that she didn't feel bored at all..so I think is fine. But I think next time, we should eat other kinds of food ^^... Then we went to use our voucher in Popular and MPH, While looking for the books we both want to buy.. from a far when I look at her, it gives me a feeling that we're already like husband and wife.. I don't know why..but I got a feeling that we've already known each other and been with each other for a very long time already.. Where I like to hug her while she is looking for the books.. I don't know whether she don't mind, she like it..or she's too focused on looking for the book she want. But I really enjoyed those moments.. Then finally.. we're reaching the end of our date. It's another dream place where I want to bring her to. Straight Quay, again the first time where I went to this mall, it gave me a special feeling and I really want to bring my love one here again.. walking by the side of the  beach and hug each other. We drink Starbucks and that free drink is for our loved one.. so I really like it when I drink it. Before we went back, we took some photos at Charlie Brown Coffee Shop. After taking few photos.. there's a lady passed by and I wonder if she think we're cute and sweet..she offer us a photo shot.. she thinks we're suffering.. I was wondering..is she a cupid? An angel that come to help us to take a photo? Because later I look at our photos.. I saw a very coincidence part, where the place we sit together.. we're in a love shape background behind us. So maybe that lady was an angel in disguise? xD.. maybe I think too much.. After that, we went back to campus.. and just like every time.. when we want to separate again.. we feel so unwilling to leave each other. That's what a real lover feels.. afraid of being part from each other.. even though knowing tomorrow will meet again. Time flies when we're enjoying our moments, especially with our love ones.

A week of Happiness

This week is a very unforgettable week, to me is a starting of my journey.. of my new lovely life, of my sweetest life that I've ever experience. We had agreed that we must come out to meet each other twice a week, but end up.. we meet each other everyday. Maybe that our relationship just started and we're still new, so that we still couldn't stop seeing each other. But no matter when, I'm always thinking of her... every single second, every single minute.. sometimes even in class.. while the lesson is on-going I will think of her. Everyday seeing each other and will never get bored.. Last time I've know that if we're going out with someone we truly love, we won't even have to say anything but our presence is more than enough. For the first time, I look at someone in the eye and are able keep quiet and will never get bored. When I look at her, I see my future, a perfect future and I'm sure that it will be a very sweet one. We went out with each other, do sorts of stuff... and for the first time I bring someone I Love back to my home. The hours that we've spent in my home, are the perfect moments... I looked in the mirror, I can see a sweet couple..After that, there's a first day I've spent my time with her in the Library.. doing our homework.. and studying together. Even though, most of the time we're playing with each other, but I really feel happy when I'm with her. Where I can see her smile, listen to her laughter and also her bright big watery eyes..  When we're in the library.. it feels like that we 2 are the only person that is around. Because that is the old library which there's not many people are using it anymore. We talk so loudly and laughed but no one complain or care... We feel so free... There's a day that I tell her to walk with me back to my hostel, at first I thought that she will mind.. I mean wanting a girl to walk.. maybe some girl will think is tired and everything.. But what surprised me is that, she actually liked it.. and even tell me that ..she feels not bad. She even tell me that she want to do it again next time. Last time, I walked through that route.. because I'm having problems and I want to be alone.. normally I walk to the mall back and forth because I want to think and that path is very quiet especially at night. But today... I'm walking with the one I love and I don't feel lonely anymore, because she completes my life. Even though she's not a morning girl, which means that is hard for her to wake up in the morning and I offered her a morning call. For the first time that I actually had a chance to give my love one a morning call, I think is very sweet. After awhile, there's a few morning that I keep on giving her morning calls and when I listened to her morning voice which is kinda blurish and tired.. I feel very warm.. and I feel like wanting to call her every morning. I believe if not mistaken, there's a day she gave me a morning call.. I think that she's a very nice girl.. which not only want me to give her something but she's also a girl who are willing to give me back something. I wish that, we are able to do this every day.. help each other..wake each other up.. and make each other fall asleep.. in our sweetest state.. She's the piece of puzzle that completes my life.

Finally my Dream come true

First of all, I would like to start with my 3 principles or you can say my 3 Theories about LOVE.

1) There's no Perfect Couple in this world, but there's only couples who tolerate each other.

2) Love can always be developed from Friendship

3) Always love someone who love you more than you love them (to me I think this apply on girls better)

Then, I've believed in my theory and for so many years I've been trying to learn how to find "The One" and after awhile I've found these 3 Theories. I think all of them are true, but one day.. there's a girl who showed me something different. Because I met someone who make myself deny my own theories, the very first theory "There's no Perfect Couple" which means no perfect love. Let me explain what's Perfect Love in my dictionary, it means that we met someone and then we fall for someone at the same time, someone had the same feeling. I wonder if any one of you saw this kind of quote before. It says "How good will it be, if someone you like, like you back". It's true that every man and woman in this world are waiting for someone like that. Why I say this girl make me deny my own theory? Because she showed me perfect love, for the very first time this actually happen in my life. I mean I'm not handsome, I'm fat and not really tall, but what she let me feel is that, there's actually true feelings in Love. For her, maybe she think she's not beautiful and not cute.. but to me, she's my angel. I've never met someone like her in my life and I only want to meet one. One is more than enough for me to live with the rest of my life. Finally now that I don't have to seek for "The One" anymore, I finally can rest down and treat only one person good with my very best effort. Now I can finally focus on one and now Finally my Dream come true.

P/S: Seeking for the One may be a life time journey, but when you found it. You will know a life time journey is worth it =)

credits, The 3 Theory is remembered by an ocean of message from our conversation.