The Tears

Today is the day where we finally can't see each other for so many months after we're together. We've spent our days together and mostly every day we eat, laugh, sleep, chat and do mostly every thing together until today, the day we both fear. The temporary parting day.. after this we will rarely see each other but still will keep it frequent as possible to meet so that we can maintain our relationship but I personally believe that even though we didn't see each other so frequent but we can also maintain it very well, cause I believe in you. People always say if you believe in someone too much and put too much hope on a person, one day when he/she betray you.. you will break apart because of the pain. But I don't care about those things... I know you won't betray me and I believe in you.. no matter what happens.. I will always give you my fullest and will love you always.. Though sometimes I will feel a little bit of jealousy.. and I think it's normal as long as you still remember that I'm always waiting for you. On the very same day where I finally see you leave my side. I drove back alone and for all this time.. this is the longest journey that I took without you by my side after the day we're together.. out of a sudden I feel the flash back where I can see the days that we've spent together, all the things we've done and all the obstacles we've been through together. This kind of feeling is like those last semester students when they leave the campus.. they will have this kind of feelings. Even though that I'm not a last semester student but you leaving the campus makes me feel that I've nothing to do any more in campus except graduating as soon as possible and meet you again at the outside world. After that, when I reach home... I called you.. if you still remember I told you that I had a flash back.. about every single thing we've been through.. at that very moment, my tears fall while thinking about it.. a sudden cold feeling blew through my heart and my tears started to flow through my skin pulling down by the gravity. I gave my first tears to my love one and only one. "A Tears fall for a love one is worth more than the Ocean" So I hope you appreciate it ^^.