Tuesday, July 16, 2013

Trips that resembles Our Future Life

If not mistaken our first Penang trip was on the day after 14/3/2013, it is also the day where I first time propose to a girl officially and our future anniversary date. I took you to the airport and then we stayed over night at the Berjaya Georgetown Hotel. That trip is our beginning, our starting and our everything, why? Because is something that we're going to repeat over and over again until we lost our breathe. I will bring you to a place for dinner on the every 14th of March to celebrate our Anniversary day, if is not possible for the dinner at least I will call you and accompany you all night. But I hope I can sacrifice everything just to have a dinner with you, like the few hours we spent just for a dinner and to meet you on the 17th of Feb. The period of time together is not important, but to be able just to see your smile.. I'm willing to do anything. This trip is the first trip I think I will repeat it every time but maybe in a different place and a different environment. That's what I will do for our future... The future that repeats every single time and I don't want it to stop..if we're able to live for 200 years, I will repeat it for 200 times ^^... If we ended our duty as a player(Human) for this stage(World).. I will try to find you on the other world and I will never give up.. though it doesn't really make sense but that's what I want to do. It is my will... my purpose and my motive of my live.

The Tears

Today is the day where we finally can't see each other for so many months after we're together. We've spent our days together and mostly every day we eat, laugh, sleep, chat and do mostly every thing together until today, the day we both fear. The temporary parting day.. after this we will rarely see each other but still will keep it frequent as possible to meet so that we can maintain our relationship but I personally believe that even though we didn't see each other so frequent but we can also maintain it very well, cause I believe in you. People always say if you believe in someone too much and put too much hope on a person, one day when he/she betray you.. you will break apart because of the pain. But I don't care about those things... I know you won't betray me and I believe in you.. no matter what happens.. I will always give you my fullest and will love you always.. Though sometimes I will feel a little bit of jealousy.. and I think it's normal as long as you still remember that I'm always waiting for you. On the very same day where I finally see you leave my side. I drove back alone and for all this time.. this is the longest journey that I took without you by my side after the day we're together.. out of a sudden I feel the flash back where I can see the days that we've spent together, all the things we've done and all the obstacles we've been through together. This kind of feeling is like those last semester students when they leave the campus.. they will have this kind of feelings. Even though that I'm not a last semester student but you leaving the campus makes me feel that I've nothing to do any more in campus except graduating as soon as possible and meet you again at the outside world. After that, when I reach home... I called you.. if you still remember I told you that I had a flash back.. about every single thing we've been through.. at that very moment, my tears fall while thinking about it.. a sudden cold feeling blew through my heart and my tears started to flow through my skin pulling down by the gravity. I gave my first tears to my love one and only one. "A Tears fall for a love one is worth more than the Ocean" So I hope you appreciate it ^^.

J&W

J&W(Jrboey & Winnie)... come to think that we've already been together for around 5 months. Time passes so fast that we didn't even know it and we did enjoy and spend great time with each other. I've come up with this name for us is because of our photo album, every time I look at it, it makes me smile and it won't make me bored even though I view it every single time. When I'm waiting for you to come out at YAB, sometimes I view them and just like today.. when I'm on the plane on my way back to Malaysia from Taiwan. I look through all our photos together and I can actually see back when, where and what we've done together. They are all happy moments, I want to take more photos with you in different places and different moments so that when we're old next time.. we can see back what we've done when we're young. Maybe show it to our children and grand son? ^^ J&W is some sort of logo or trademark whatever you call it. Actually I want to put this, J&W on the stage at our Wedding Night Dinner.. as a backdrop and on our Wedding Invitation Card . I always attend Wedding Night Dinner seeing sometimes they put on the stage as their backdrop like James & Stephy, Romeo & Juliet. I want ours as J&W on our Wedding Night ^^. Next time if I open a company or anything maybe a Coffee Shop? I think I'll name it as J&W. This is actually just a short introduction on how I come out with the name and how I'm going to use it in our future.