I Never Had A Dream Came True...

Since I was just a little boy , I didn't know anything that can satisfy me in my life. But after I know you , I had found the feeling that I'm seeking for all these years. But sadly my dream never came true , you had someone with you . The love I saw within you 2 is deep , my existence is never suppose to be appear. I should keep low profile like I always did , along these years , I've been loving someone secretly. But I think it didn't work well , so i became more aggressive . But in the end I found out that it doesn't work well either. Being someone like me is really suffering , I think I'm fated to become a lone wolf . Mostly wolf are moving in packs , but I'm moving alone... Holes in my Hearts will always be there , The scar you left on me will never disappear . Day by day the wounds will go even deeper , even though the wound go deeper . But my love for you will never change , I understand that when u clap with only a hand you can't hear a thing. My dream will never come true ...........

A New Life begins...

Now I'm in Form 6 , is my hope for climbing to the top of the summit of success. I had meet with a lots of people in my life in 2009 and 2010 , some of them are not worthy to be a friend. But some of them are really the best friends ever i had made in my life.In these crowded life I had found a special one...But I'm not sure about it , if I should step forward to gain what I want or not , or should I just let the wind take my special one far away from me? Questions in my head are running about , I'm confusing myself...In our lives , we have a lots of chances that is given in this world. The problem is do we know how to appreciate it and use it well or take care of it well , I don't think I'm using all the opportunities that is given to me. Who can guide me to the light ? Who can tell me what to do ? Who can show me the path to the right place? Do we know what we want to do ? When the time have come to make us to choose our own decisions. In every aspects , we have to choose our own path and make our own decisions to be someone useful and a successful person. I think that is all that I can write today , thanks for reading what I had wrote .