I think i should give up....

I loved her...but i don't think she have the same feelings towards me. I believe that i can gain benefits from her , but if i force this relationship , i don't think she will get any benefits from me . The purpose i loved her is to make her happy when she's by my side , but it seems like is the opposite.If i forced her to be together with me , i think she won't be enjoying her life. She will be like an eagle in a cage if she chooses to be with me.I think this is not my fate to be with her...I may not be able to find another one who is similar to her, but i think i should sacrifice this piece of chess. Because i couldn't make this piece of chess smile and happy , i will ruin her life if i choose my own selfish way to be with her . I may be destroying her youth and i may bring the worse to a little girl , is been 3 years ...Yet i had annoyed her for 3 years , but in this 3 years i didn't get to talk to her for more than a month ( I think , didn't get to count how many times i had talk to her) . I don't think I should bother her anymore , but one thing is for sure . I really Loved Her ... just that i can't bring happiness in her life , what can i do now is just pray for her to find her true love and her only one that really can bring happiness and joy in her life. I think that's the best i can do for now , is really hurt in the bottom of my heart that i had to give up on her , but i still think this is worth it. I should stop walking before i step on the innocent Kitty that had been sleeping for 3 years.