Am i actually a Emo guy?

Haizz... i am always like this , always think of nonsense and worried about this and that... made me frustrated... and sometimes i cant even think of anything... it was like my mind was blank out.... and i wonder why.... many people said i was so emo...but i dont really get that...i am emoing ^^ kinda like... i didn't noticed that i am emoing or something... but the time i was alone... i really think of anything... but really the sad moments...really could make me cry... but of cause the tears doesn't really come out from my eyes ...sometimes even a song or a music could make me think of something...memories..that`s why ... when i go to vacation or a trip... i will bring my MP3 so that the song will record my memories... and when i heard back the songs i brought to the trip... i will remember what i done that day.. and it was really fun after all . Haha... people mostly took camera to snap their memories... but i record them by musics... and songs. 1 more thing is... the moments i recorded sometimes is with my families... but to me... without anybody other than my parents... i actually feel lonely... When in the night in the sentosa island i went in singapore...that night... i can feel like i am in a winter... the cold breeze blew through me... and i feel sad cause that there`s nobody beside me... experience the Music Fountain that night... the feelings... was like you are nobody in a middle of a forest covered by snow... and lost of directions... blind.. blank... i was like in the dark nobody caring me.... by the way... all of this ... have a exception with my parents ^^ cause the caring they gave me is different haha.... but the love i seek of... is different from the love from my parents... that i can actually share with... someone... that i really care... and when that night came... i was missing someone... but the problem here is.... the one i was missing... couldn't know... i am missing her... haha... kinda over already... back to what i am writing... i actually don't know what i am writing either hehe... why do the pain of loneliness that i suffer have to be so pain? 16 Years... of pain... was like i am burnt and was like i was sitting alone under the sky of a full moon... and the moon were bright and round.. but i was alone watching the moon... and the wind blew slowly... like a snow of the winter... that ever fall on the night... waa... where am i? i think that's all for today... nonsense is enough haha... wonder if i wrote anything meaningful. BYe... oyasumi nasai(Gd nite)